Today. Today changes everything. I now realize what it means to be a high schooler. No more "Oops, should've studied for that." There's no room for mistakes. I thought high school was supposed to be glorious, full of driving cars and having fun. Guess who was wrong.
No, I haven't started yet, but tomorrow I will. Tomorrow will be the first day of what determines where I go to college. And, frankly, I'm totally freaked out.
I'm supposed to make nice with all of the people I hate. Or so says my mom. Isn't attempting to be a cheerleader enough? Sometimes, I think my mother loves me too much. Or rather, loves my grades.
It's obvious that I won't be able to 'live and learn,' because I won't be able to live unless I live inside of her little box. But, I'm going to do my best.
Guess I really just want to fit in, want to have friends, want to be liked. I figured that's too much to ask. God. I realize that I've only ever really been to one school, and home school. So, what'll it be like? In a new school, after being home schooled. I feel sick to my stomach.
Dear God. What will happen?
Who knows, but tomorrow, I want to make a splash.
Get rid of the old friends, get totally new ones.
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Wish me luck?Labels: freshman, nervous, new, scared, school |
Good luck with starting highschool i know it can be realy scary but you'll soon fit in have loads of new friend trust me i was as worried as you when i started secondry it'll be okay
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